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Sunday, June 26, 2011

Deactivating Facebook.


I've seen so much on Facebook, I've learn so much from Facebook, I've experience so much on Facebook and I've done so much on Facebook. I wonder, would it be better if i would to just disable my Facebook account for a week and go out to socialize with my friends.

Facebook has given me many opportunity to widen my network among different groups of people; directors, ambassadors, models, agents, and even up to owners.

Since beginning of this year, or maybe the moment i sign a contract with DiGi, i have gone full out for Facebook as if it was part of my life to check it, to go through it; as if it was my newspaper. Since then, i have become so "obsessed" about it that i do check friends profile so see whats happening and true enough i sometimes think the wrong way why they replied others and not me.

I have become someone i don't know myself. But in terms, i have learn something more about myself.

Now the issue is should i overcome this issue by deactivating my Facebook or just try to overcome this issue with my Facebook still active. Sigh.

My mind has been fighting so much because of the issue of "Friends". Some of my friends know that I am the only child in the family and i do not have any siblings, the next closest person i have are friends and i do cherish them a lot. Since FB is available, i have used Facebook to connect to my friends but now i will be deactivating the one source to connect to my friends. Sigh..

What should I do readers?

Saturday, June 25, 2011

It has been a hard time for me.


Hey all my friends, i wonder why i have the urge to write a little blog out of a sudden. Maybe its due to whats happening in life or its just a plain old random feeling.

Have you ever loved someone but he/she seems to be ignorance to your love? Have you ever felt that you feel so left out when you see her/him with their loved ones? Well, i feel you my friend.

I've loved this girl for long period of time. She just ignored and acted as if we were just good friends, what i did to her was what a "good friend" should do. Well, i accepted what she said to me. But after a long period of time, i've told myself to just let go, I'm still young am I not? I still have ten thousand other girls to choose from, why wait here all alone feeling being used?

I did so and guess what, she came back to me saying she miss me and so on. Later on she called me a fake that what i did for her are all fakes. How could this be. How could this happened. Now she treats me like a stranger, she treats me like we never met before.

I'll like to dedicate this song to her. And i hope all my readers to this blog look into the lyrics of this song.




Lyrics
No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?